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illegalpoet
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I love: music, tenderness, sleeping. Night, autumn, rain, sea, forests, moors. Chocolate. Rats, big dogs. Tuxedos & top-hats, mohawks & long-haired men (headbangs!), bearded men. My first band.

I hate: Censorship & propaganda, hypocrisy, destroying individuality. Primitive and plastic people, rapers & pedophiles. Heat. Cumin. Filling my mind with useless shit, politics, my fucking country and it's totally sick system. CHILDREN.

Curious about how I look at photos?
Here we go! [link] & [link]

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Favourite bands / musicians: i.imgur.com/vl0fOQx.png
Favourite style of art: Music. Photography, especially traditional. Dark literature. Art of giving tenderness and art of beautiful suiciding. Everything misty, dark & unobvious.
Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck & family & friends, Moomins, Misery from Ruby Gloom, Toothless.
Personal Quote: I've been wandering through the hell of a serious depression for 7 terrible years. I've lost everyone and everything. If I've managed to recover (without therapy and pills) from condition as serious as that... IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING FOR ME!
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Szaleńczo boję się to powiedzieć, żeby nie zapeszyć, ale...prawdopodobnie zaczynam wychodzić z poważnej depresji. Od 7 lat nie czułam się tak dobrze, jak przez ostatnie 2 miesiące. Po raz pierwszy od 7 lat nie mam myśli samobójczych, moja anhedonia nieco zelżała, nawet napisałam dwa wiersze. Mam oczywiście wciąż mnóstwo obaw, doskwiera mi też potwornie samotność. Ale jestem dobrej myśli, walczę.
Modlę się, żeby to nie była tylko kolejna iluzja.

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I'm terribly afraid to say that, in order not to jinx, but...probably I'm starting to recover from serious depression. For the last 7 years I haven't felt as good as during last 2 months. For the first time for 7 years I don't have suicidal thoughts, my anhedonia got a bit weaker, I've ever written two poems. Of course, I still have many fears, I'm terribly suffering from loneliness too. But I'm full of hope, I'm fighting.
I'm praying that it was not just another illusion.
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: TSA - List XX

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Dark-Indigo Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks 4 faving Waiting... by Dark-Indigo ...:)
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illegalpoet Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome. :)
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OnurKorpeoglu Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014   Photographer
thanks for the favourites :hug:

happy holidays and merry Yule Snowflake
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illegalpoet Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
You're always welcome, the serie about phobias is phenomenal. :hug:
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OnurKorpeoglu Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015   Photographer
The serie continues
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illegalpoet Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
I know. ;) Now I'm really busy and I'm rarely on dA but I'll take a look in a free time. :)
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DontSayYes Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the favs!
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illegalpoet Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome. :)
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:icononurkorpeoglu:
OnurKorpeoglu Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014   Photographer
thanks for the favourites :heart:
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illegalpoet Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
You're always welcome. :hug:
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